One Day At A Time

it marks the beginning of.. i don’t know.. on this day 2 years ago..i realized that i could not control any part of my life..

it’s been a crazy two years.. that no post on tumblr could even sum up.. i could never explain the ups.. and i definitely could not explain the downs.

thinking about the numbers..just shocks me.. even though i lived it..

in two years:

• i’ve moved twice
• attended three different high schools
• in three different states
• i’ve gone to four funerals
• and two weddings
• i’ve lost three best friends
• but gained another
• i went on my first mission trip
• my brothers went off to college
• i helped my best friend through a dark depression
• i’ve struggled with self-harm
• i lost faith and hope..and ran from God
• i came back to God
• i started to learn how to stand up for myself
• and i’ve learned many life lessons..

but i guess… days like these.. make me miss where i was.. and what it would be like.. but that’s all a ‘what if’ because i’m where i’m supposed to be…